Kaven Jovenda Tan

i'm forever here to stay.
just say you do, and i'm yours for life.

it breaks my heart to see you like this.
give me your hand, i will lead you thru the darkest nights.
give me your heart, i will cherish and treasure it.
give me your everything, cause i gave you my everything.
give me your trust, for i will reassure you every single day.
i will cherish and treasure you like a gem.
i will love you as a whole, i will make your life complete.
i will give you my very best, and give you the best of the best.
nothing is gonna make me leave you,
nothing can make me stop loving you.

i really love you.
take my hand and say you do/ ):

51 days/

i miss you.

Special feeling, special place, special chemistry,
special someone.
a normal and boring day seem so special whenever you're here to spend it with me.
everything is just so special with you around.
just like how my heart race against time when you're near.
how my tummy flip and i feel butterflies in it.
how my face takes seconds to flush red.
you got me tripping and it feels like a shock to my system.
that's when i know i really fell for you.
always that special someone in my heart.... you and only you.
when i was last and down,
you came along and taught me how to smile.
you are the reason i'm smiling here today.
you're always my happy pill, the one who light up my life with just a smile.
one smile from you, is enough to light the whole town up. (:
nothing is forever, can i be your nothing?
just let me be next t you,
to share your joy, sorrows and everything that you're feeling.
i cant leave you alone there, it breaks my heart to see you like that.
imissyou,
xoxo,♥

Must study hard for the rest of the papers.
sigh.

anyway,
shengyang and zhongxun taught me some stupid pick up line,
"don't get caught by the police k."
and they actually ask me to guess the next sentence.
so i said this:  "cause you stole my heart away."
and they were like shock for a moment, and they say how i know, confirm i use it before.
hahaha. then i started laughing like crazy.
their pick up line is so stupid ok. hahahahha.

alright, dinner at downtown later. (:

i'm thinking of you now, and i felt my heart thump like mad.
it's always this magical feeling that you give me.
i really wanna hold you tight and never let go.
i'm here to stay, to be your everything.
i love you, always.
promises are meant to be kept.
and i'm still keeping my promises to you.

i was looking thru my post just now, just being random.
realised some things.. but whatever.

best of luck for my maths paper 2 tmr! 
suck ballxzxzxz

Maths paper 1 suckxzxz big time.
i didnt see the last question, and its 7 marks gone! Fuck.
must be stupid sonya curse me, and didn't give me enough Thai luck!
Alright, paya lebar in the evening, then studying session at night again!
I'm so gonna study tonight, and absorb the whole book into my head.
and i'm going t school tmr morning, just to revise.
Gonna drag myself outta bed and go t school.
fuck maths.
thou i hate maths, but i hope maths will love me for once, so i can pass.
bye dude.